Whoahhh

I got to go to my second wedding this year. 2 down and 1 left. My bank account is missing some extra dollars cause of this but totes worth it. Super honored just to have been invited.

JK and EK.... cray cray. But I'm happy for them. I realized tho that I don't do well at GCF reunions. They remind me of a simple truth, I never belonged. Haha. But what is belonging? Having a big group of friends that you can always feel tight with whenever you see them? Maybe belong isn't the right word. Maybe I'm just being stupid??? Maybe I'm right. Maybe I just suck at big groups. Maybe I'm just too awkward. Maybe a lot of people just don't like me. Maybe it's a mix of everything? Ahhh.

But regardless, wheee for weddings. I could see J and E cheesing like crazy. Shoot, I know I was.

Real talk tho. Driving back an hour (cause the reception was freaking far) and jamming out to Shane and Shane, hearing your voice crack cause it's too high, windows down with the wind blowing into your face is so... amazing. I forgot to mention driving at night, which makes things more mystical. And all the while you remember God's greatness. You remember His amazingness. And you remember that you're His. And bam... peace.

Today's been a whoah day for me on so many levels. Whoah on driving and having someone relatively near for 2 hours haha. Eating lunch/catching up with an old roommate. Seeing a bunch of people who I haven't talked to and well, some of them I didn't talk to. Seeing two older people and actually having a semi-meaningful small talk. As in life, not blah blah blah, at least to me it was real talk. Seeing two people forever joined while here on this Earth. Watching a pro photographer at work, wondering if I could do that. But simply being reminded of God's greatness.

Congrats JEK! And thank you and God bless you. Not that either one of you have or will probably ever read this haha. But I'm smiling and will go to bed smiling knowing I saw something beautiful today. Praise be to God!

Whoah... so much God in this post. Random, I think I'm going to try to post 1 photo everyday for a month. People do it for a year... ya I don't think I can. Let's start with a month and go from there. Starting tomorrow...