1 Week

Mise-en-Place I've realized over the past couple weeks that I love having a clean kitchen. In fact... I really do like cooking. Wow... it's just so cool. I need to get better tho, and start to cook more of a variety of things.

Wow... so cute.

What is up? I actually don't have anything deep or profound to say or share. And as I'm writing this, I've got a headache because I'm sleep deprived. Crazy.

Another realization, I like order for the most part. Chaos in small doses. I also like being busy.

I also really love my church. Every sunday service there's a prayer session for the community or whatever needs have been shared or for whatever ministry shared some updates. Today the prayer was focused on the world, and all the crazy things going on. That was a clincher of hey, this church shares the heart for things I see. This church.... is in many ways what I hope for more churches to be like.

God thank you for saving me. Thank you for so many things. But let me stay humble. And let me be rooted in prayer.

My small group leader this past Thursday really reminded me of the importance of prayer, and trusting in God fully. Whoah.

So many whoah's... Sleep well friends.

Oh prayers appreciated for my job situation too! I think I'm going to start applying elsewhere, but I just got a promotion and a small raise... but I think they should be paying more, I just don't feel comfortable pushing the limits because I don't know what the limits are... Navigating salary is so difficult. Such a freaking headache. Ugh. Any tips would be super duper appreciated. I guess I can try to get another offer, and negotiate. But I'm sure that if I stay, come next review in like February/March, I could ask for another raise and get it. I dunno tho... it's really just sort of complicated/annoying. But real talk, I'm just getting bored and I feel underutilized. Both are bad things. I know I'm underpaid, I'm bored, I feel underutilized. Yet... it's a chill job. They sent me to Asia, and if I might be able to go again. I can work home whenever I want, although I rarely do. I should tho. Just go somewhere, but I need to have the ability to have quiet to make phone calls if necessary. Ugh that's the real hard part. They also paid for some classes I took. Maybe I should try to take some more classes... hmmm. I actually don't mind my job too much when it comes down to it (although some days I just want to scream).I guess I just want to feel the waters. But the job market in C'ville is not exactly that wide... Oh well. TBD cause too much to think about right now.

I also really want to do a hyperlapse video ahh.